I always want to fix something. I am purposeful and accomplished when I fix. I start to get my most anxious when I have a problem that’s there’s nothing I can do to resolve.

I’m in trouble, it’s money related, complete with money owed and law firms demanding. I can’t fix it. I have to wait for the consequences. Saving what little I’ve got for when action is needed.

I’m so fidgety, uncomfortable, sad, and guilty it’s even gotten to this point.

I’m trying to stay positive, look on the bright side but keep imagining myself living out of my car. My brain is attempting to solve problems I don’t even have yet. I need to focus on things I can actually do, here and now, to help my situation.