>Lots on my mind = lots of entries.

This is a test — can I live in the gritty world of rap? Can I know street cred being so after the fact — coming to it, not growing up in it. I want this to play out — to prove one way or another if worst case will happen or not. I need to know if I can make it, if I can learn anything that would help others. Can a person raised in the woods make it in the city with the hoodlums?

Should I just run away before I lose more?