>It’s been a while since I was able to sit down and post. I’ve been busy going here and there – looking at job listings, and trying to find a safety net.

I have my plan. I haven’t gone into it yet, but I’ll divulge it shortly. It’s not overly impressive, but it’s a milestone. Here at this point in my life I need to re-establish my short term goals. My long term goals have remained about where they were, and though I’ve gotten marginally closer to them — must say that I haven’t done as well as I’d hoped thus far (done it as quickly as I’d planned, in other words).

I have so much that is floating around in my head… so much that I have to find a place for, a reason for, and try and bring some resolution.

“it won’t give up… it wants me dead…”

“god damn this voice inside my head”

I need the first line to retain continuity… just wouldn’t sound right without it.

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