Beep…….. beep…….. beep…….. beep…….. I am 14. It’s quiet I’m in a hotel hospital room I’m lying on my back propped up in bed, a 45° angle I can feel the bed underneath me really really hard under my hips and my legs feel strange my ankles don’t feel present at all I try and move my legs move a little bit but my ankles almost to my toes and half way up to my knee are completely numb. I start to panic, I recently had lung surgery so I have tubes sticking out of me and wires and IVs.…