>At least until I can add this to my links page: notice someone | get noticed …as you can see I’m trying to work on my visibility. I’m determined to get the last couple kinks out of things but I’m still uncertain as to how I should work with the music page. I’d like to put a blog for each window — though that seems a bit excessive. However — I can simply post a song when I’m thinking of it, as opposed to opening up the site, editing, uploading, etc. I’ll most likely go that route. I’m just going…
>New Thread w/ Poll There’s a few updates here and there — Blogger is now Pro, and cleaned up a few loose ends. I have to have things looking good — I have ad impressions out there, have to make ’em good ones. Maybe this site will even creep past the beta numbers sometime soon. I just want to make sure there’s something anywhere that someone is going to click, that three are no dead pages, and that there’s worthwhile information throughout the site.
>I don’t guarantee it’s uptime — but take a look: ftp @ 151.203.188.207 Let me know if you have any problems, preliminary setup thanks to a new hard drive just for media. =] I want to share music. I feel there’s so much that other’s haven’t heard — and that there are certain songs that I hold so dear… I have to have another person hear them and hold them the same. I have my main connection with people through music. There is a lot else that I’ve made friends via: but none so true a feeling to be shared,…
>Never underestimate the power of speculation, or getting all those nagging little questions out in one big whoomp. Finally got the chance to ask those questions I could only ask myself, mere speculation on my part, anyhow — but they were valid concerns and they’d certainly affect “potential friendship”. For the most part I was reassured, I could see the true confusion, naiveté… and unknowing. I realized that sometimes people are at different timelines, and it might as well be now rather then later. So I’m at peace, and I think she realizes a bit more the impact that the…
>{actually from yesterday – blogger was broken} Well things are looking better, just getting over quite a whopping sickness – cold sweats, aches, went from bed to couch to kitchen. It’s getting warmer out, almost don’t need a jacket anymore — can’t quite wear a long sleeve shirt inside without being too hot, but maybe thats just a little bit of the sickness still there. I had some new links that I’ve been stuffing in my figurative work-desktop chipmunk cheeks — and haven’t been here to put them up. Good a time as any: Sports-brand rubber duckies Anti-advertiser call thing…
>I’m not going to get all sans-philosphical. My 6 months is up. (Maybe it was up a week ago — it just got dragged out) That’s how long things are allowed to go on and be well for me. Then something happens to remind me that everything could be much worse. Sometimes it’s physical, sometimes mental, usually a big pain in the ass. If I believed her 100% — it’s just for now, it’s not because I wasn’t nice, kind, or thoughtful. It’s not because I was respectful, treated her as an equal, and was willing to sacrifice where I…
>”Step inside my mind” the blog-vertisement states… *sigh* I know I don’t get it, I am fairly confident that the majority doesn’t get it… but I think I have common sense. Unfortunately that seems to set me apart. Granted: one of my faults – everything has to be done my way. That’s rather harsh, I’m quite non-harsh, flexible, open-minded, and willing to learn. I will do it my way unless there is good evidence to show me otherwise. Simply saying is not enough — you need to show me, I need proof. Tangability is something I never got with religion.…
>So much to do, the world feels like it’s wizzing by and my head is just slowly floating through. I am looking quite seriously at moving out of this area as soon as possible. I went looking for an apartment and realized that for an extra couple hundred a month — I’m able to buy a house. That’s a huge thought. Everyone’s talking about the market, things are looking good, etc — but didn’t really think it would apply to me. It’s much more within my reach then I thought. It’s not much better then where I am now, but…
>…unfortunately about an hour later, I was awakened by the sound of my car alarm. I ran to the window to see a shadow running away from my car. I was planning on waiting until morning to call the police about the theft, I just didn’t want to deal with it at the current moment, but this was just too much — 3:50am they were there. I hadn’t even seen the driver’s side of the car yet: someone had tried to open the lock and it was mangled, plan b was apparently breaking the window – glass everywhere. It exploded,…
>I saw the bomb squad today, complete with guy in gear grabbing a little black box out of the drain on the side of the road. It was a main road, so traffic was re-routed all around. It couldn’t be more then 1/4th of a mile away from my house… kind of strange. I don’t have TV, there’s nothing on the radio, and I don’t see anything on the local news website. I don’t really know for sure, I was told that’s what it was by one of the on-lookers at the gas station accross the street. There certainly was…
>Here’s a scenario for you: Local club, geared mainly at the under 18 crowd — amature djs, and people lining the walls much like a highschool dance. Big mafia-type guy heading the operation, pulling aside a young gentleman — known to dabble in the not-so-legal… “…we need at least 10, this is just between you, me, and Kevin… anyone finds out, someone’s gonna get fired.” The whole place is so small that no one can get away with anything — unless they’re in on it. There are only the select few that are in with the management, maybe not directly…
>Well it’s the weekend again, I just can’t get over how quickly time seems to go — at least when I’m not waiting for a paycheck. Yesterday was the first day of spring — and of course, it snowed. It was a seemingly nice fluffy snowness at first, then it just got heavier, wetter, and more of a bain. Just about half of it melted today, I’d say the other half tomarrow but with 32 degrees the projected high I’m not optimistic. I can’t wait for it to be warm out – I want to run through the grass barefoot!…
>Every time I actually have something that I want to express, takes half my break just to log in to blogger. I suppose if I really required it I’d go for the pay option, only $12 a year at this point. It’s quite reasonable, and hopefully it would be a bit more responsive. They’re being interviewed by TechTV and others, so I can’t imagine it’ll be too much longer before the free accounts will dissapear completely. I just hope the worshipers of TechTV, aka “knuckleheads”, don’t completely flood blogger for new accounts. The reason I’m updating – a lip balm…
>A friend called me near the end of work today… the details are on the news page. He said Phil – someone we used to hang out with all the time – had died in a car accident this weekend. It’s one of those calls that you never expect to actually get because it’s far to close to those after school specials to be real. I didn’t know what to say. I know my friend was really close to him… I wanted to say something meaningfull. Instead I said nothing. I really liked the guy, I did… but my manner…
>A lot can happen in a week, unfortunately… not this week. My birthday is about 2 weeks away, I’m not particularly excited — I wonder if I should be, considering it’s just about the last milestone… I don’t have much to ask for. I supposed I could use things for my kitchen, which is as yet incomplete – despite this being my 2nd year out on my own. This time 2000 I was moving into my very first apartment. It took about 3 to 4 months for things to go horribly wrong. That’s behind me now, things are quite good.…
>Today was good, I feel like I got a lot accomplished. Just goes to prove, a good start, and a good breakfast will get you far in life. Waynes World down, Waynes World 2 to go. Paul Newman was cool — Coolhand Luke. Truman Show in the process… and so much more to come. Snow, lots of snow came today — and tickets to go see George Carlin on 4/7. The snow went away, the tickets stayed. He takes pictures – http://www.itakepictures.co.uk There’s a battle going on with AOL – Go Trillian! – http://www.ceruleanstudios.com/ At least 2 or 3 of…
>Today is not as stressful, mostly thanks to not as much invisible pressure being there. cool link: Lego Sculptures & Art Not much happening — I’m contemplating my going back to school. It’s harder to do then I thought it would be to go back. I’m only going to do 1 or 2 classes, but it’s what I have to do to at least start getting things on track. Compared to a lot of people I know, I’m doing quite well — when compared to most: I’m way behind. I don’t want to be stuck like a lot of people…
>Haha, well it is Sunday. I’m at work, I’m a tad frustrated. I had probably one of the best weekends I’ve had in a while, save a trip to the hospital because I could have sworn my finger was broken. It wasn’t, and I was glad, but it was 3 hours of a Saturday night that I would have liked to use otherwise. I hit the knuckle perfectly to knock it out of socket — my joint is still sore… pulled my finger to pop it back in — it did, and then it was still oddly lumped, still hurt,…