>I’m sick of not following my instincts. Yet again I’ve had the correct feeling about a person. I ran the credit report of the latest applicant, apparently the social security number is for a much older person by the same name. It’s full of holes, an eviction in the neighborhood, and credit issues. I’m sick of wasting money on this crap! GRA!

>I must ween myself, if I ever hope to get a job. The need is more now then ever, I could of course take the easy way out as a few people I know have done. However, I need to do this for myself, to prove I can do it. I need another way to deal other then to turn to a vice. I worry that it’ll always be a major part of my life, and I’ve seen what goes along with it. I want to be free from it, as something that I have to do. It’s become less,…