>Draft copy:: not to be published until after “D-Day” My separation from RCN today was a bit of a milestone. I’ve never said where I worked before, for fear of repercussions and separation of employment… but don’t have to worry about that now, though this won’t be published/available until after all is said and done. I don’t feel like my time’s wasted. I’m almost thankful that it’s happened now. I have 2 years+ experience in telecommunications under my belt, and am almost finished with my programming degree. I have always said that I wish I got layed off – could…

>Ever since I saw my father getting old — I’ve worried about losing my memory. My parents are rather old anyway, my dad was in his 40s growing up and I saw the signs early on. He could never keep things straight, meetings, events… and sometimes having troubles recalling events. I’ve collected media since, text, pictures, video… as much as I can collect. This way when I want to go back and remember a certain thing that happened, I’ll have something to refresh and retrieve the memory from my head =] I got some news today that might put a…

>So I must do something to change the tone for today — although I keep having dreams of the situation, and the people involved… I’m just accepting it as people changing as they will. I obviously can’t do anything to change it for the better — so I’ll stop trying and just let things be how they will. I made a great fruit platter last night! I had a hankerin’ so I bought a bunch of fruit while at the grocery store, came home and cut it all up! It was amazing, and wish I had pictures cause I made…

>My separation from *** today was a bit of a milestone. I’ve never said where I worked before, for fear of repercussions and separation of employment… but don’t have to worry about that now, though this won’t be published/available until after all is said and done. I don’t feel like my time’s wasted. I’m almost thankful that it’s happened now. I have 2 years+ experience in telecommunications under my belt, and am almost finished with my programming degree. I have always said that I wish I got layed off – could go back to school, maybe work a part time…