Originally drafted 2004 07 03 – leads to the other draft >Carletta yelled at me tonight. She seemed increasingly pissed. When she first picked up the brush in her room she said 8 dollars, then by the time she was washing it off she said it was 40 dollars. I’m sure I’d estimate high if it were me too… and that’s something you just can’t wash away so I understand. (though I’m trying my best with the “Se7ens” jeans =]~ ) Yeah, a good batch by a drunk Josh — and I couldn’t tell ya what happened. Sat down on…
The Gooey Incident 2
Originally drafted 2004 07 03 – again, we seem to have several entries that all tie into the same incident >I made a big kahooie. There was this thing with a big mess and my drunken-self, and things I ruined because of it… very expensive things. Whats a guy to do, I need to make good on it – live up to it. I’m trying my best to make it better but after apolgizing and sending a letter of recognition of my stupidness I still get this mad vibe. I can live with that, but when it starts getting confusing…
They Gooey Incident 3 – previously “The Downward Spiral”
Originally drafted 2004 07 09 – same issue first look at my head not turning itself off and prognosticating what was to come >All I can think about is this crap with Carletta. I don’t know where this will stop, it certainly keeps going in my head. If she causes Allison to move out, I’m finished. Unless I can get someone else to live here I’m going to have to move out if both of them move out. I don’t have any friends left if they’re all mad at me and there’s only Scott living here. I think Scott would…
The Gooey Incident 4
Orignally drafted on 2004 07 14 – not published due to the sensitivity of the emotional turmoil. It would have actually made the situation worse, so I withheld it. Still keeping this in draft for a while… >Carletta just popped in, like a tornado just pops in. She grabbed her Futon, who knows where she’s headed. I’d figure to Ren’s house but wonder if she’s giving the bed to Allen. She seemed to make a pivitol decision once Allen came back. He was there that night at Alibis. He helped her move the futon. Ren would never help her do…
Double Standards
Originally drafted 2004 09 06: >”I thought we were on a month to month basis…” So was I — month to month equals 30 days notice. How would you feel if I told you that you had to be out by the end of the week? It’s common courtesy to give 30 days notice, on top of the fact that I would need to give him 30 days notice. Previous house mates moving out had led to discussions, and Scott assured me he would give me such a courtesy. Telling me on the 27th hardly constitutes any notice, let alone…
Statement of Doing
originally drafted August 2004 editors note: 2012 05 03 not sure how all this panned out but it certainly got worse before it got better This is draft — personal rambling. I’m sick of being fucked with. – mind games – guilt trips Not going to deal with shitty people, going to start telling them to their face. People take me as too nice, it was always “just easier” for me to say nothing… things would always brighten up after that. People get to know me, know that it’s usually the way and decide to take advantage of it. I…
>Tracy’s 21st Birthday
Originally drafted 2004 05 23: >Went out to Framingham last night for Tracy’s 21st birthday. It was quite the experience. The original plan was to check out the strip club, then the club club, then maybe a few bars. I don’t think Justin allocated enough time in the night. Tracy’s friend Jen was with her when they arrived home from shopping. Tracy had grabbed a new outfit from Deb, or Rave, or one of those stores. When she came out, she was all popping out and I said something about it. “Thats how she likes it” – Justin said, Tracy…
Feeling Alive in NH
Originally drafted 2004 08 13 running up the mountain, then down it again… I felt like I could do anything. I wanted to run more. This is regarding the hike up the mountain in NH I did with Justin. Nicole did not come with me, but I remember telling her about it when I got home from that trip. Ticket from the ranger, lots of drinking. It was an old fashioned good time. I got to hand it to him, I wouldn’t have had half my adventures without that guy.
Goodbye 13 Hunting
Originally drafted 2004 07 14: >Party @ 13 Hunting Bye to Jon – Memories: Losing my phone in the pool. Checking out the scooter Matt licking Jenn’s face (recreated) Women grabbing breasts Me in the *ahem* bathroom. Heather’s Site